My Someone?

I sometimes wonder if there's someone out there,

Someone waiting for me,

To get past the shadows, the clouds,

To hold my hand and set me free?

Do they see me? Do they know who I am?

Or do they see just like me, no face, no eyes,

Just a silhouette of what they hope could be

The lost missing piece to their story?

I wonder if they're the same as me,

Or the opposite, I don't believe in the between.

I think I like the latter better, for maybe then,

They could open my eyes, show me life isn't what it seems.

Maybe then it all wouldn't seem so bleak and dry,

Maybe then I could finally see the light,

Maybe then I could see all my dreams come true,

Maybe then I could see I wasn't actually right.

I wonder if this someone who would show me the world

Could see me, understand me like no one before?

I wonder if they could fix and make me whole,

Sew up my heart and make space for more?

I wonder if I could help them, like they did for me,

In ways I may not understand now, but hope soon will.

Maybe then I'm not as worthless as I'm assumed to be,

Maybe they're my purpose, the sole one made for me?

Either way, I really hope there's someone out there,

Someone with a connection so, so deep,

That our souls make half of a whole,

Their blithe settling all of my woes.

I hope for someone I could call my soulmate,

To whom I mean as much as they do to me.

They don't have to be a lover, they could be a best friend,

For I just need someone to stay with me till the end. <3